1. I was watching a show and there was a thirty year old woman in it and she had three children already. I was like well, she is old enough. Then I was like woah, I’m going to be thirty in five years. Then I was like…um..hell no I’m not having kids in five years. I simply just can’t imagine myself having children in the near 5, 10, or 15 years. I want to accomplish so many things and having children will simply just stop me from accomplishing my goals. Is that mean? I don’t think so.

2. I’m thinking of creating my own bucket list. I want to do so many things and I’m not getting any younger. It’s time to really do what I want to do and not worry about what other people might think. If I want to try it, do it, go there…then I should. I need to start living. Not dangerously or recklessly. Just live. Just travel whenever I have the chance. Just dye my freaking hair. Just run. Just have a picnic. Just stop being self-conscious and just be me.

I like my horoscope for today…

“Why are you so preoccupied with looking back at your past, when your future holds so much promise?! There you are, wasting your time wondering whatever happened to that lost love — while a potential new love is practically right in front of you, flapping their arms wildly in an attempt to get your attention! Turn and face front. Look at where you are going, not where you have been. The view is a lot more pleasant, and the possibilities are much more exciting!”